Perspective Vs Notion....

How long can we wait or How long can be a wait.....
Two sides of a same perspective..
Yet i see both differently...


Ashish Kaul

Your Smile :)

Your smile is everything for me..
Every time You smile, i feel elite..
I take a deep breath with a sense of relief ...
and think that i have accomplished my dream... :)



Ashish Kaul

Malang Duniya.............!!

Deewangi to bas eak Bahana hai, us Pakrr ke alam ko jo pana hai...
Yaha Mehsoos Kiiya jisne, wohi Befikaar malang duniya jiya karte hai...
Wo duniya ko yaad nahi rakhte, Jo khud main hi unhe mahsoos kiiya karte hai...

I am Back...

I am back with my thoughts and expressions. Lets write something. Its been ages..!!!! :)))

Crying World..

My heart is a deep sea…

Which was in a long sleep…?
But when I woke up, what I see..
The shallow has turned into a black sea..
Whom should I blame for this traumic scène..
Whom should I blame to curse this exotic scene..
Who has turned this sea, which was bubbling with life..
Into a forlorn and deserted sea…..
May be its been done by this humanity…
But I can not blame anybody as my heart is…
Also a part of this insane humanity……….



Ashish Kaul

Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Real Mother ~~~~~

Do we really believe in Republic Day. Are we really republic, secular etc etc...
I feel 90% of the population which celebrates the R day does not even know for what they are having the celebration. The rest 10% who actually knows the meaning of R Day now believe that its just a reason to be with our families and to get acquainted with new friends around us.

I think we need to change the personification of this theme. Theme which has been set by our leaders, seniors and also it wont be harsh to say also our family members.Todays generation lacks the passion with in them selves. Passion to go miles, passion to do something which is unseen or which no body has ever tried.In the past India was blessed with some great leaders who often mis judged by the mob or common people. Ok coming back to the todays gen X. For them i remember a small chat which happened between then Prime Minister Mr.Nehru, Indian Ambassador Mr. T.N.Kaul and Parikshet Sahni,son of Bollywood Star Mr. Balraj Sahni.

It was Nehru's last official visit to Moscow and as parikshet was studying there and was knowing Mr. Kaul through his farther so he asked Mr. Kaul that can he meet M. Nehru.Mr.Kaul agreed on that. later on when three of them met, Mr. Nehru asked the kid(parikshet), what i intended to do on returning to India after completing the studies. Sid blurted out that he is not going back as he wants to settle in Finland, or Scandinavia or sweden may be. Nehru looked surprised and then pained. he looked at Kaul and lost his temper. His voice rose as he told the ambassador(kaul):"Ehy did we go back to India from England, Kaulsaheb? We could have stayed on there. practiced in england.! Why did we have to come back to India and face lathicharges ?"...

Suddenly, Nehru was gentle. He smiled and said:" India is your mother, son!. If you stay in Finland or in Sweden , you will have pretty and rich mother. but she will be your step mother. Your real mother is in India. Even if old, weak and poor, a mother is a mother. She needs her children when old and sick." Nehru looked at his watch and left abruptly.
After that the little kiddo decided to go back to India.

So guyz the moral of the story remains in the fact that we should have the passion, zeal to do things. We should see things in this manner. Always strive for the best and always LOVE YOUR MORTHER.



Ashish Kaul

Small kiddo finding his place ...

She Says that : "but...if u can't handle me at my worst....den u absolutely don deserve me at ma best....."

[03:45:16 AM] Ashish Kaul: hmmm
[03:45:23 AM] Ashish Kaul: i was saying that
[03:45:24 AM] Ashish Kaul: hmm
[03:47:31 AM] Ashish Kaul: i know what u feel, i know how u see, its just that u dont want to see, but still there is a link which wants to show u a clue.
[03:47:43 AM] Ashish Kaul: clue which is unseen
[03:47:49 AM] Ashish Kaul: clue which is forlorn
[03:47:52 AM] Ashish Kaul: and deserted
[03:48:01 AM] Ashish Kaul: and may be unknown also
[03:48:07 AM] Ashish Kaul: so lets be clear abt that
[03:48:16 AM] Ashish Kaul: so lets not beat around the bush
[03:49:26 AM] Ashish Kaul: this world is already a small place
[03:49:42 AM] Ashish Kaul: So i guess its time to find our smal place
[03:49:56 AM] Ashish Kaul: lets hit it



Ashish Kaul

Blessing in disguise

Wednesday,12th Jan 2011, 02:46 AM

I feel being secular is only a saying and that too left or exists in text books. Discrimination is creeping every where in the nation. If some body asks some one, that you are from which place, he replies i am from Tamil Nadu or Maharashtra or etc, they never say i am from India and then in India i am from Kashmir.

When a small kid who is just picking up the things from his environment and the culture he belongs to and asks his father that why our country is having so many partitions inside it, then father replies that these are States and to govern them properly its required that the whole country is "DIVIDED" into States, on this that kid says that OK if thats the case then why are these states so unevenly distributed or arranged, Why are we they not evenly shaped with no sharp edge, on this father says that its just that states have been created on the bases of culture and language.

So basically what i am trying to say is that we our self are inculcating the sense of discrimination in our kids and rest of the country men. If that would have been the case then as per the Stats, in India language changes in every 10 km, so then in that case we should have a new state after every 10 Km.

No, this is not the way to handle worlds 2nd largest country in terms of population. In fact we have to bring in some measures that will robust the system and will remove these sect of people or germs from the society who are doing this discrimination and putting our country on bad pages. We have to bring in measures where in we can take the opportunity to use our population as "Blessing in disguise". Only then we can rise like an "Albatross".


So lets pledge to think in a positive way and to provide a better future to our coming ones.




Ashish Kaul

CWG 2010

A spectacular start to CWG makes everyone proud, including the skeptics. However the cost (anywhere between 35k crores to 70k crores), corruption, delays, etc can't be justified no matter how successful these games are. Let us hope the games are a grand success and on the 12th day, I hope the media begins a relentless campaign until the corrupt officials are punished (even if the games conclude flawlessly).



Ashish Kaul

IPL FINALE...!!!!!!!!!

IPL Final was awesome..!!!!
I was one of the few supporters For CHENNAI present in the stadium..!!!!
I mean sitting between 55 Thousand Bombay Supporterzz and that too when ur at CHENNAI's Side..feels gr8..!!!!! :):) At times its like the whole stadium is looking at u as if ur an alien or something....!!!
But eventually in the end winner takes it all and so did I......!!!
hurrrrreeyyeeeeee CHENNAI SUPER KINGZ...!!!


Ashish Kaul

Today All set to watch IPL FINAL'S @ DY PATIL , Bombay..!!!! :) Hope i will get a catch of Sachin or Dhoni at Long Off......!!!!!!!!!!!

All together its gonna be an awesome experience, sitting at Long off, having some snacks n drinks in kings circle, and above all watching the CLASH OF THE TITAN'S.......!!!!!!!


Ashish kaul

Saturday Night.

Its always a nice notion when we hear the word Saturday, considering its a holiday.. :)
It brings a sense of joy and a will to have fun.
Today i am again going out for a bash.
Lets how its goes this time.... ???
God Bless you All....!!!!


Ashish Kaul

An artist is a creature driven by demons. He doesn't know why they choose him and he's usually too busy to wonder why.


Ashish Kaul

Partial world..............

One cant see what’s there inside this partial world..
This is the world, which is full of greed and sins,
This is the world, which is trying to find its real face…..
Every body here is a puppet of some sane, trying to copy one others immortal fame….
Nobody knows what the world is, is this a notion about some unseen game…..
Every body’s soul here has turned into a pugilist insipid...
Who is always trying to broach...and impugn to others with there rapier words…
One cannot see what is there inside this partial world...


Ashish Kaul

All bad poetry springs from genuine feeling.........

Thats what i feel.....



Ashish Kaul

WORLD OF REASON's......

I always believe in present....
But my past always stays with me like questions & reasons...

There are lot of questions at the back of her mind....
Whose reasons i know were some where in her beautiful mind...

Her world was like a dream come true...
But was surrounded by some reasons & clues....

There in her world, every thing was bubbling with life...
Except me,who was there standing deserted and searching for life.......


Every one was enjoying the days....
But i was trying to find reasons behind the scene....


Those five days could have been the five memorable days of our life....
But got finished over only in searching the reasons for the fate of my life.....


She says "WE hail from different worldzzz.."
she says " I belong to a different world..."
But i say " I found her world ,same as my world..."




Ashish Kaul

Satiate hearts....

When ever i write something ..i try to write my feelings....

feelings that were there in my heart....

as if like a unseen & unsung passage of my heart......!!!!


The world can't c that , they can't feel that.....
i try to reveal it..so that's why i write it....

I m not a poet or something ...
I m just a simple man holding a pen & trying to write my feelings .....!!


but ya that's different, if it sometimes take a shape of a poem.....!!


i wish they can understand those unseen & unsung passages of my heart......

So that i can also rejuvenate by seeing those satiate hearts...!!!




Ashish Kaul

UNSEEN FACE IN THE DARK

My world is like an unseen dark face...
Trying to find and see its real face ………….

I tried to see her face in the dark...
But dark was so dark to show me her insane face in the dark……

She says that “U don’t want to see me”..
I say that “It hardly matters for me”………..

She says “Why don’t you try to see me out of the dark”…
I say that “One can’t see his shadow in the dark”……………

I don’t see her as a different in the dark….
As her shadow in the form of soul is always there within me in the dark………..

We can be different individuals in the light….
But what I believe is that we are the same at the end of the light…………..

There can be two individuals unknown to each other……
There can be two individuals unseen to each other …….
Still they are known to each other ……..
I think, if they try to see each other’s shadow in the dark……………………..

Every one says that “Shadows don’t tell the truth, they are your darker side”…..
Ya, but what I think is that shadows try to reveal you out of the dark light…………………….




Ashish Kaul

Here i Go..........!!!!

Today i m so glad that i m officially starting my Blog.

Its been such a long time since i was keeping this feeling of writing something inside me.

Initially i thought of opening my blog with a nice note or anything else but then i thought of "POET OF HER POEM'S. Its very close to my heart and after i got such a over whelming response, so i was left with no options, but to Start my blog with my Fav line ie. POET OF HER POEM's.

Last but not the least, U guys Rockkkk....


God Bless.

Ashish Kaul

POET OF HER POEM'S........

The words of my heart are tough for me to make others understand.....
"They never tell the truth " is what she said for that....


Its just a heart , which is free to think anything here.....
"Its only this heart , which makes people go insane",she said for that.....


How can i suppress the feelings of my heart...
Which is coming out of it,like a violent storm....



How can i forget the songs of my heart.....
Which are chanting there in my heart ,as a soothing songs.....


She says "all my feelings are not true"....
"The poet of poems about her is not you"......

God knows why don't she rely on me....
God knows why don't she trust on me....
For all this i can't do anything.....
also i can't repent on the feelings of my heart......


So let it be like this only....
I will keep going like this only....

Until one day she will come and say.....

"WHICH IS THE NEXT POEM YOU ARE GOING TO WRITE FOR ME..."


Ashish Kaul